Yesterday, my job put me through the ringer. It does that now and then. What I love and hate about the job is that I never know what each day will hold.
These days, my to-do list is awfully long. I may as well throw a dart at it to decide which crisis to deal with first. Instead, I went with my gut and ended up dealing with one particular crisis all day long. At 9:00 AM, I went to the home. By 10:30 AM, I was in my supervisor's office with the door closed, crying.
Her response? "It's ok. We're social workers."
The rest of the day I spent entertaining one kid, looking for two missing kids, communicating with law enforcement, dealing with difficult people, and finding a foster home for all three kids.
By 9:00 PM, all three kids were found and buckled in for an hour drive to the foster home. Hallelujah.
When I finally got home and into bed, I thought that I would sleep better. It was a long, hard day, but the kids were safe now. I should be relieved. Instead, I laid awake, restless.
I know something that they will soon find out. This is the beginning of a long, hard journey for them. And their parents. And those kids? They have no control as to how it will end.
You are doing an AWESOME job! You are making such a difference.
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